Sunday, April 16, 2006
back ffrom malaysia. went over during the easter plus wkend. lerant quite alot from it. psyco stuff. haha. as usual. anyway. the bad point is that the chalet was HORRIBLE. the electricity is limited from 7pm to 8am. and the food was bad. and the water was dirty. and there were ALOT of bugs. good points are that ALOT of stars. omg so cool. saw shooting star. pretty small ones. also learnt to play poker. something like poker at least.
the chalet was by the sea. i went to the water there during low tide. there wsa this stone in the waer which is visible only during low tide. it set me thinking. i mean you cant see it during high tide. so some one cant see the stone so he dives in, hit the stone and banged the head or something. its like it taught me that looks are deciving.
that same stone during low tide kinda spoilt the whole water wave thing. that little imperfection seems very very big when you only look at the water and not the whole beach scene. but if you look at the whole big picture, sky stars, water, sand whatever, its like you dont actually notice the whole stone thing and you dont really feel that it makes such a big diff to the whole picture.
so before i went on this trip, i felt i had so much troubles, so much pain and so many things to do. but when i stand at the seaside, with water spalshing on my foot, i felt so insiginificant. that my troubles are nothing compared to the vast ocean. this doesnt mean i play small to help the world. i mean if everyone does that, there would be no leader and all that. all the mountains are made up of rocks. small and big ones. so lets imagine that the big rocks represent leaders and that the small ones represent us. the leaders support us we follow and together we create a mountain which represents a miracle or a big achievement. so together we can achieve miracles. your playing small doesnt serve the world. when you are liberated from ur own fears, your presence automatically gives others the permission to do the same. so people chin up and be liberated from ur own fears and help others to do the same. these recent posts are kinda trying to motivate someone so if you read these. please cheer up.
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